Well here it is Monday the 27Th of June, 2011, No apocalypse yet however there is always tomorrow. After all the end is what it seems we all start worrying about as soon as we get old enough to realize this is not going to last foreever here. Side Bar: I am a Christian and I know and understand fully that by my salvation I have eternal life. But not like the one I am in RIGHT NOW!  Yes I know it is better, beyond my wildest imagination better, but what I am talking about is getting the right things done before I leave here!!!

You see I know all the right versus in God’s word the Holy Bible, their implications and meanings, I can preach it with the best of them. In my salvation I am secure, however in my day to day struggle I waiver, I stumble I fold and I fall daily. Even with all that beautiful Holy Spirit filled knowledge I still make it hard to tell me from his disciple to a prince of evil. I mean really! It is not the easiest thing I get in the way constantly, I mean sometimes with the best of intentions, I will try harder at this or that I need to make such and such happen, when in fact if I was stronger I would just stay still wait for clear direction and follow his well devized plan. But you see being the average guy his plan is not usually the same as my selfish plan so I just wander off on my own way trying to get what I want and then wander why the outcome is so screwed up when I get to the end or as the large boulder of consequencesis about to land on my head then it becomes clear again ” Oh I was not doing what God wanted I was doing what I wanted.  Now that is the truth and all of you have been there in some degree or another, yet we do it over and over again.  Makes you wonder, no .. makes you amazed that he would make such as sacrifice for people who are as lowly as we really are.

Now please do not turn to another site just because this sounds religious , I know I understand… but the difference here is I am being honest, and yet there is real knowledge to be gained from my mistakes. I wake up everyday wondering why I can not reach my potential, people around me are mostly convinced I should be successful at anything I put my mind too. It is generally agreed that I am in most instances a pretty good guy, You can trust me with your kids, will not here vulgar language from me, and I am always polite. Yet I go off on selfish tangents hourly it seems. I am addicted to Red Bull, cigarettes, and Golf. I can justify that the Red Bull gives me much energy for which I have a major reputation for being the fifty year old energy bunny yet I know all that is just a lie, I can have just as much energy if I just keep up with my exercise quit the cigarettes, and ate better, but the Red Bull is the easy way out and I most times choose expediency over good old fashion patience. That is because I commonly make the mistake of; “Making it become the Me instead of the We”.

If you want to be real honest look at your relationships, Yea look at them you unfortunately are probably going into a bad time or just coming out of one, at the time of this reading. You think I am just blowing smoke, well look it up 85% of Marriages are failures!!!!!! Can I get a shocked impression I mean that is horrible. How can that be, because we make commitments we do not really mean to keep if we might have to completely sacrifice the me over to a we. I saw a very popular reality diva crazy women, I mean has written a book and got on the best sellers list tauting in an interview how she explains to all her readers and fans,”Do not depend on anyone. Be prepared to get out at all times. Know where the assets and the bones are buried and have an exit plan going in” HELLO!!! I know if you read that slowly with your heart and mind on the moral side of life you will be just blown away by that statement. Even further sent to the edge to know 1.5 million units of her book has already sold, I mean please can anyone out there stand up and say the words Be humble, It is a lie!!!! Good guys do finish first the bad people do get what is coming to them and if it was not for grace we would get it too, pray for those who need it and then pray for your self cause you need it too. Make a difference tomorrow in between screwing up I wish you the best and look forward to speaking withyou tomorrow, IF you appreciate my writing and my thoughts an commentaries please pass it on I am broke to the results of all those great plans of mine while I was not following God’s plan. Any way link me around I promise each day is going to be plain honest, Real reviews no spins and just the plain truth . Later Gator!